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Ormakalolam thallikkum ee college varanthayil njanirikkumbol ,
ariyunnu njan nin saameepyam , ariyunnu njan nin thalodal .
Orkkunnu njan aa campus kaalam ......
Varshangal ere kadannupoyi .........
Kalamoo nammale akattimaatti .......

Innu njan veendum ninn ormakal thalolikkayaay ...
Ennil aadyanuragathin vasanthavum virahavum
chaarthithannavane....

Recently I was worried because a lot of problems . Problems !!!  What exactly the meaning of problem ? Problem is relative one. I was saddened because of these so called problems .  Yesterday I sat and analysed about the problems which made me sad . After sometime , I felt like a fool of myself. When a person try to stick to the rules , they should also have the courage to face the obstacles . Here I am sticking to rules, but I never prepared fully to face the obstacles .

I called my close ones over phone and discussed about the situation . They motivated me . Today one among them, sent me an important mail with a subject, "Garbage Trucks - let it pass by" .

After reading that motivational, I decided to let the bad things pass by . 

 After a long years , I met my best friend with whom I wasn't talking because of some serious issue happened between us.  I wasn't expecting that we will meet on our mutual friend's wedding as marriage was on weekday and we are employees. But we met . We were close friends years ago. The issue was serious . There was a long gap to forgive each other . May be we forgave , but we were not ready to talk each other .  As I got the news that she will also be there for marriage , I became dull .  Why I became dull ? Earlier , when our mutual friends talks about her status , I used to sit with them and hear the updates . I never avoided her topic. I actually was eager to hear about her. Yea. I missed her friendship. But when I heard that she is also attending the marriage , I became silent . And when I see her from far, I avoided the place and tried to escape from her eye contact till five minutes before we leave . At the time of leaving she called my name and said bye , that time I became very happy . I smiled at her and said bye too.
That time I wasn't even had a small issue with her. She could have come to me and talked to me , right?
Yea . Even I could have done. But we two dint do . Ego , thats what spoiled the reunion of two friends .
My friend , I am sorry for not talking to you . I always valued your friendship and will always .
Bye for now .